My head is at peace, finally.

Ive spent all day looking at Etsy, (and if Im honest, I also spent MOST of last night,and all of yesterday afternoon looking at Etsy), perusing the baby sections. Now,Im pretty sure that I need to SOMEHOW, albeit foster, adoption, birth,theft lost & found get me
one of these:

or one of these:











Or one of these:












And, Ive come to realize that we have no set path. He and I are on this road together, wherever that may take us. It could get really ugly before it gets beautiful. All I request is that if one of THESE 17 lb-ers
is in my future, PLEASE dont let it be a natural delivery :)