Loading days!

OK, im headed back into Phase 2. (P2,R2). Today is day #1, my first loading day. Im fairly certain that loading days were created to make you realize how much food you USED to eat, before you became aware of it. I went to lunch today. I had a footlong hotdog and fries, a cookie and a drink. I could BARELY eat it. It literally took me 30 minutes to finish it. Now, im so full i could puke. And, Ive barely even started! I have more meals today, as well as TWO MORE DAYS of loading! Im feeling sicker just thinking about it :( *PUKE*